Dumbfounded.

I am completely dumbfounded at the fact that you still make my life miserable even when I don't see or speak to you for months. I want you to go away completely. It's not fair to me to have this unfinished business with you and cry randomly when you're cuddled up with some girl every single night of your life. I have always thought of our relationship as a learning experience for me; however, it has done nothing for me than cause me excruciating pain the past year. You are a liar and a cheat yet you are the one in a relationship with someone who deserves so much better. I never thought I could hate someone as much as I hate you. Congrats.